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DANIELA SACERDOTI’S runaway success eBook now in pocket edition!
Over 140,000 copies sold & still rising
On paperback publication day of Watch Over Me, thanks to Black & White Publishing, I’m excited to be offering a giveaway to celebrate!
This is what I had to say in my review in December 2011:
Watch Over Me is a poignant love story with a background of family and belonging – the positive and the negative. It’s about the vulnerability of feelings and the power we give away to others … and surrendering ourselves to fate, but have you ever thought about who it is controlling fate?
(full review can be found here)
Watch Over Me was one of my top 10 reads of 2011.
The blurb
Sometimes there is more to a story than meets the eye. When Eilidh Lawson reaches crisis point after years of failed fertility treatment, a cheating husband and a family who push her to the limit, she runs away to the one place she thinks she can find solace – her childhood home in the Highlands. There she struggles to mend her broken life and finds out that, when all seems lost, help can come from the most extraordinary places.
The book trailer
The author
Daniela Sacerdoti was born and raised in Italy but has lived in Scotland for the past ten years. Daniela holds a degree in Classics from the University of Turin and has taught Italian, Latin and Greek – her great-uncle was the renowned Italian writer Carlo Levi. She is also the author of the paranormal YA trilogy The Sarah Midnight Trilogy (Dreams/Book 1 & Tide/Book 2).
Watch Over Me is her debut novel.
Daniela lives in Glasgow.
Dani’s website
Black & White Publishing are offering two copies for Jera’s Jamboree readers. Yes, TWO copies are up for grabs.
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Happy Paperback Publishing day Daniela!
How exciting is this!
Tide (The Sarah Midnight Trilogy) Book 2
by
is due to be published on
21st February 2013
THE SARAH MIDNIGHT TRILOGY CONTINUES…
Sarah Midnight is no ordinary teenager. She is a demon hunter, caught up in one of the deadliest wars unknown to man. Orphaned at the age of sixteen, Sarah learned the family trade of hunting without her parents to guide her but under the watchful eye of her ‘cousin’, who was revealed to be Sean Hannay, no relative at all, but a dear friend of the real Harry Midnight.
Now, in the exciting sequel to Dreams, the fight continues. Sarah and Sean may have defeated the Scottish Valaya, but the rest of the war still rages on, and Sarah, Sean, Nicholas and their companions must unearth the identity and location of the Enemy – the leader of the demons – before the world plunges into the Time of Demons once more. Their quest leads them to Sarah’s family home, the Midnight mansion in Islay, and there they discover horrible truths about the demon ruler, his plans, and Sarah’s own personal history. Along the way, Sarah must battle not only the demons but her hurt toward Sean and her feelings for the enigmatic Nicholas, who has plans of his own.
| Publisher | Black & White Publishing |
| Pub date | 21st February 2013 |
| ISBN13 | 978 1 84502 539 7 |
| Pages | 416 |
| Price | £7.99 |
| Format | Paperback |
| Kindle | 9781845025427 |
AUTHOR INFORMATION
Daniela Sacerdoti is the bestselling author of Watch Over Me. She was born and raised in Italy but has lived in Scotland for the past ten years. Daniela holds a degree in Classics from the University of Turin and has taught Italian, Latin and Greek – her great-uncle was the renowned Italian writer Carlo Levi. She lives in Glasgow.
I reviewed Dreams (Book 1)
and have been really looking forward to Book 2 …
but not only that, it was one of my Top 20 Fiction Reads of 2012
What books are you looking forward to reading this year?
Jera's Jamboree Top 20 Fiction Reads of 2012
It was quite a difficult choice to choose only 20 out of the 108 books I’ve read this year! All the books I’ve read can be found on my Books Read 2012 page. However, my top 20 Fiction Reads of 2012 below have been chosen from my ‘keepers’ list and no matter when I read them during the year, they still stay colourful in my mind.
(categorised by genre)
Children
A Shirtful of Frogs by Shalini Boland
Self Published
YA
Saving Daisy by Phil Earle
Published by Penguin
YA/Paranormal Fantasy
Advent by James Treadwell
Published by Hodder
The Marchwood Vampire Series by Shalini Boland
Self Published
Dreams (Sarah Midnight Trilogy) by Daniela Sacerdoti
Published by Black & White Publishing
The Forsaken by Lisa Stasse
Published by Orchard
YA/Crime Suspense
Betrayal by Gregg Olsen
Published by Splinter
Chick Lit/Romantic Comedy/Romance/Contemporary Romance
I’ve Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella
Published by Random House
On the Island by Tracey Garvis Graves
Published by Penguin
The Road Back by Liz Harris
Published by Choc Lit
The Girl You Left Behind by Jojo Moyes
Published by Penguin
Dream a Little Dream by Sue Moorcroft
Published by Choc Lit
A Winter Flame by Milly Johnson
Published by Simon & Schuster UK
With Love at Christmas by Carol Matthews
Published by Little, Brown (Sphere)
Romance – Fantasy
Shadow of Night (All Souls Trilogy) by Deborah Harkness
Published by Headline
Romance – Suspense/Psychological
Secrets of the Tides by Hannah Richell
Published by Orion
Never Coming Home by Evonne Wareham
Published by Choc Lit
The Cornish House by Liz Fenwick
Published by Orion
Out of Sight by Isabelle Grey
Published by Quercus
Up Close by Henriette Gyland
Published by Choc Lit
Are any on your top reads list? Have you read any? You’re welcome to link your reviews in the comments or share what you’ve thought.
If you decide to purchase any of the books above, please consider using the Associate links by clicking on the images below.
Looking forward to sharing all things books in 2013.
Happy Reading!
Dreams (Sarah Midnight Trilogy) by Daniela Sacerdoti
Paperback: 432 pages
Publisher: Black and White Publishing (17 May 2012)
Language English
ISBN-10: 1845023706
ISBN-13: 978-1845023706
‘You’d never think it could happen to you. You’d never think that one day you’d stand in a graveyard, rain tapping on a sea of black umbrellas, watching your parents being lowered into the earth, never to come back. It’s happening to me. They said it was an accident. Only I know the truth. My parents were hunters, like their parents and grandparents before them, hundreds of years back, scores of ancestors behind me, fulfilling the same call. I must follow in their footsteps. I am the only one left to keep the promise. I can never give up the fight, this fight that has been handed down to me, thrust upon my unwilling shoulders. I’d rather be buried with my parents, my brave, fierce father and mother, who lived and died by the Midnight motto: Don’t Let Them Roam.’
Ever since her thirteenth birthday, seventeen-year-old Sarah Midnight’s dreams have been plagued by demons – but unlike most people’s nightmares, Sarah’s come true. Her dreams guide her parents’ hunt as Sarah remains in bed, terrified but safe, sheltered from the true horrors of the Midnight legacy. But all this is about to change. After the murder of her parents, she is cruelly thrust into a secret world of unimaginable danger as she is forced to take up their mission. Alone and unprepared for the fight that lies before her, Sarah must learn how to use the powers she’s inherited and decide whom to trust before it’s too late…
We start Sarah’s story at James and Anne’s funeral. Her maternal aunt, Juliet, is staying at Sarah’s family home. Juliet has no idea of the secret activities the Midnight family are involved with. The plan is for Sarah to move in with her aunt. With good timing, in walks Sarah’s cousin, Harry Midnight.
Sarah has had no training from her parents, she does not know the truth behind the hunting. Straight away Sarah is forced to use her power for the first time (with Harry by her side) and from that moment, they are a team trying to save her.
We learn the mythology of the demons and hunters through different characters involved in protecting humanity. There is a hierarchy and reasons behind everything. Their stories are woven through the time the reader spends with Sarah and Harry. New information is given from them all the way through the story so the reader is eager to find out more about why the demons are managing to slip through the time stream and into this world. (The connection between human and demon reminded me of Philip Pullman and His Dark Materials Trilogy). There are some really interesting concepts in this mythology! It is very well crafted.
Sarah’s character is so believable. Neglected by her parents while they are off hunting every night, waking up after the terrors of her dreams with no-one there, she’s developed her own way to cope with the anxiety and fear. Not able to get close to even her best friend because of the life they live, she truly has been alone. Her developing feelings for Harry (by the way, there is more to Harry than he’s led Sarah to believe) while also under the spell of an enigmatic ‘male’ in her dream world leads to a very unusual love triangle! This series is targeted at the Young Adult audience and the romance is pitched at just the right level. Innocent and poignant.
I loved it that I didn’t know where the story would take me next. Would I be fighting the humans/demons who had killed Sarah’s parents or would I be in Louisiana or the Alps hiding or even in a dream? Despite being written in the first person it was easy to switch between the action.
There is much I thoroughly enjoyed in Dreams – the Dark Arts, the herbs, the spells, the elementals and the sigils; the different powers the secret families have; the mythology. The scenes are all apt with the theme of the story – darkness, storms, basements, physical endurance and isolation.
Dreams is fast-paced with new levels being introduced at every turn. Betrayal (from 20 years ago), deception, romance, magic and intrigue. The story ends with threads beginning to come together and the seemingly ending of one … and I just know there’s more to the cat than meets the eye. I want to find out if I’m right!
I wasn’t sure whether Dreams was a strong three fairy read for me or a ‘keeper’. Having written my review and re-lived the story, it’s definitely a keeper!
I would like to thank Janne Moller from Black & White Publishing for providing a copy in exchange for an honest review.
Character Sarah Midnight has her own Twitter account.
You can find out more about the author, Daniela Sacerdoti on her website. You can also tweet with her and find her on Facebook .
Dani’s debut novel Watch Over Me (not YA) was one of my Top 10 Fiction for 2011. Click the title to read my review.
I’d like to welcome Daniela Sacerdoti to Jera’s Jamboree today.
Dreams is the first part in the Sarah Midnight trilogy and is published 17th May by Black & White Publishing
You’d never think it could happen to you. You’d never think that one day you’d stand in a graveyard, rain tapping on a sea of black umbrellas, watching your parents being lowered into the earth, never to come back. It’s happening to me. They said it was an accident. Only I know the truth. My parents were hunters, like their parents and grandparents before them, hundreds of years back, scores of ancestors behind me, fulfilling the same call. I must follow in their footsteps. I am the only one left to keep the promise. I can never give up the fight, this fight that has been handed down to me, thrust upon my unwilling shoulders. I’d rather be buried with my parents, my brave, fierce father and mother, who lived and died by the Midnight motto: Don’t Let Them Roam.’ — Ever since her thirteenth birthday, seventeen-year-old Sarah Midnight’s dreams have been plagued by demons – but unlike most people’s nightmares, Sarah’s come true. Her dreams guide her parents’ hunt as Sarah remains in bed, terrified but safe, sheltered from the true horrors of the Midnight legacy. But all this is about to change. After the murder of her parents, she is cruelly thrust into a secret world of unimaginable danger as she is forced to take up their mission. Alone and unprepared for the fight that lies before her, Sarah must learn how to use the powers she’s inherited and decide whom to trust before it’s too late…
Today, Daniela is sharing with readers a post all about music:
Music is a huge part of my creative process. It inspires me, it focuses me, it keeps me going when my mind is tired. Many stories of mine were born of music, both from tunes and from lyrics. I know that some writers can’t concentrate with music on; they need silence to “listen to the voices”, like Susie Maguire eloquently put it. For me, it’s the opposite: silence distracts me, my thoughts start wandering – music keeps me tethered to my inspiration. Also, it often happens that I write with my two boys playing in the house or in the garden – in that case, I need something to drown them out!
Dreams has a “booktrack” – a book soundtrack. When I was writing it I listened to Julie Fowlis nearly all the time – I can get pretty obsessive with my music! Julie is a Gaelic singer from North Uist in the Outer Hebrides, and with Sarah’s family being from Islay, I thought she was perfect to listen to while writing Sarah’s story. In my head, Julie’s voice became Sarah’s voice, especially this song, Hùg Air A’ Bhonaid Mhòir.
When I finished Dreams, I really wanted a song to be written for it, and I was lucky enough to find Kristyn Knowles, a singer songwriter from Edinburgh.
She wrote a song called Do This Alone, interpreting beautifully Sarah’s story and personality. The song will be performed at my launch, and unveiled on my website on the day after! I’ll finish this musical post with a secret of mine, not a secret anymore I suppose: I’ve always dreamt to be a songwriter, which would be pretty difficult because I don’t have a note in my head – but all poetry I write is actually conceived as lyrics of imaginary songs. So now you know!
Dani
Thank you Dani. I’m looking forward to visiting your website the day after launch!
My review is scheduled on Monday but you can read a sneak peek of Chapter One of Dreams here.
Please take time to visit the other blogs taking part in the tour:
Yesterday, on my monthly round-up, I shared news that Daniela will be guesting on my blog as part of her book tour. Today, I’m excited to be able to share with readers Chapter One of Dreams – part 1 of the Sarah Midnight trilogy …

DREAMS
Part 1 of the Sarah Midnight Trilogy
Daniela Sacerdoti
BLACK & WHITE PUBLISHING
First published 2012
by Black & White Publishing Ltd
29 Ocean Drive, Edinburgh EH6 6JL
1 3 5 7 9 10 8 6 4 2 12 13 14 15
ISBN: 978 1 84502 370 6
Copyright© Daniela Sacerdoti 2012
The right of Daniela Sacerdoti to be identified as
the author of this work has been asserted by her in accordance
with the Copyright, Designs and Patents Act 1988.
This novel is a work of fiction.The names, characters and
incidents portrayed in it are of the author’s imagination.Any
resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or localities
is entirely coincidental.
All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be
reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form,
or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording or
otherwise, without permission in writing from the publisher.
A CIP catalogue record for this book is available
from the British Library.
Typeset by RefineCatch Ltd, Suffolk
Printed and bound by Nørhaven, Denmark
Prologue
Night Falling
Loneliness makes me
Love breaks me
You’d never think it could happen to you.
You’d never think that one day you’d stand in a graveyard,
rain tapping on a sea of black umbrellas,watching your parents
being lowered into the earth, never to come back.
It’s happening to me.
They said it was an accident. Only I know the truth.
So here I am, standing on the edge of the deep, black holes
dug for them, knowing that they have been murdered;
knowing that nobody – nobody – is ever going to believe me.
I can never give up the fight, this fight that has been handed
down to me, thrust upon my unwilling shoulders. I’d rather be
buried with my parents, my brave mother and father, who
lived and died by the Midnight motto: Don’t Let Them Roam.
My parents were hunters, like their parents and grandparents
before them, and scores of ancestors behind me,
hundreds of years back, fulfilling the same call.
I must follow in their footsteps. I am the only one left to
keep the promise. I am the only hunter left.
I am Sarah Midnight.
1
Blackwater
Am I to atone
For my father’s mistakes?
Will I fall like he did?
Sarah was kneeling on the cold pavement, before a girl of
about her age.The girl was writhing and moaning, trying to
free herself from Sarah’s grip. Her face glowed feebly in the
darkness, white with fear.
And then the girl’s expression changed. Fear turned into
fury, and a strange sound came from the back of her throat.
There we go, thought Sarah. It’s beginning.
The girl’s eyes started turning black, slowly, slowly, until
they were two pools of hatred. Her skin grew a sickly white,
her hair stiffened and crumbled, blowing away in the night
breeze and leaving a bald, greying skull in its place. Her hands
sprouted claws, her clothes ripped to reveal paper-thin skin
and long, bony limbs.
The stuff of nightmares. Literally.
Because it had been a dream that told Sarah where to find
this girl, and what she had become.Where to find the creature
that had possessed the girl’s body and soul, destroying every
trace of her, and was set to do the same to as many young
women as it could. Sarah had dreamt of the demon in the play
park, waiting, biding its time for a victim to come along –
until Lily appeared. Sarah knew that the dream was telling her
to go, in spite of her fear, and hunt the creature like her parents
would have done. Except she’d be on her own.
Lily’s transformation was now complete, and the creature
was about to free itself. Sarah had to act fast. She closed her
eyes and started calling her power.
My first time, she thought. Just like in my dreams.
For a few terrible seconds Sarah feared it wouldn’t happen.
She feared that the blackwater, the power she had inherited
from her father, would fail her. She feared that her hands
would stay cold, and that she would be helpless, turning from
hunter to prey in the space of a heartbeat.
You should have been here! You should have been here to teach me!
Grief and anger invaded her, and with them came the
release.The blackwater took her like an unstoppable current,
and her hands were flooded with heat. Sarah looked down in
horror, expecting to see her arms in flames. The creature
shrieked under Sarah’s touch, a blood-chilling screech. Its skin
began to weep and dissolve. After a minute or so, all that was
left of the demon was a puddle of dark water, so cold that it
was painful to touch.
Sarah sat back on her heels and exhaled slowly, as if an
enormous weight had been taken off her shoulders. She
looked at her hands dreamily, as if she couldn’t quite believe
what had just happened, what had come out of her. She’d
known about the blackwater for a long time – she’d known
that her father had possessed it, and that she was bound to
have it too. But to feel it happening . . .
That was different.
Exhilarating and terrible, all at the same time.
Sarah shivered in the chill wind. She was drenched in that
strange, dark liquid they called the blackwater, but really was
something else, something without a name. She wiped her
hands on her jeans, slowly, as if in a daze. She was drained,
exhausted.
Her first hunt.
Her parents should have taken her, they should have guided
her, but they’d been killed too soon. So she’d had to do it by
herself. She had to learn, and learn fast. So many times she had
asked her parents to start teaching her . . .
“Back soon, my love.” Her mother’s hair brushed her cheek
softly, as Anne bent over Sarah’s bed to kiss her. The gentle
light of Sarah’s lampshade illuminated Anne’s delicate features
and made her brown eyes shine. Sarah wanted to throw her
arms around her mum and keep her there, keep her home.
“Let me come with you . . .’’
“Sarah, darling, we talked about that. It’s too dangerous.”
“I know!” Sarah’s pale face was flushed with the vehemence
of her words.“But I want to stay with you. I don’t want to be
here on my own . . .’’
“You’re safe.You know that your dad and I saw to that.
Nothing can attack you here.”
“It’s not that. I’m not scared for myself . . .” Sarah hesitated.
Words were failing her. I’m scared you won’t come back, she
wanted to say, but the sentence got stuck in her throat. She
couldn’t put her fear into words. “I need to learn. I’m a
Midnight too. I’ve never used the blackwater. I don’t know
how to . . .’’
“The time will come. I promise. Soon.”
“If my gran was alive, she would have taught me!”
Anne took a deep breath.“Yes.Yes, she would have.”
“But you won’t!”
“We’re protecting you, Sarah. Enough now.You’re delaying
us.” James, her father, had walked into Sarah’s room, a hard
look in his eyes. His big, tall frame was silhouetted against the
door. His tone was clear: there would be no more discussion.
When her father spoke, Anne listened. Always. Sometimes
Sarah wondered if her mother had ever had a will of her own.
“Mum . . .” Sarah called. But Anne had followed James, and
she hadn’t looked back.
It was another lonely night for Sarah, listening out for her
parents’ footsteps, wondering when she would be allowed to
embrace her rightful inheritance.Wondering what she would
do if they didn’t come back.
Wondering what the blackwater felt like . . .
“I’m sorry, Lily,” Sarah whispered to the girl lying dead on the
ground. At least Lily had been the creature’s last victim.
Sarah stood up. She picked up the scarf that had fallen in the
fight and wrapped it around her neck, a slash of white against
her black coat, her hair blowing long and soft in the breeze. She
turned away and started walking home. For the last time.
Because tomorrow she’d have to pack, leave her house, the
memories of her parents and everything she knew, and move
in with her aunt and uncle.
Sarah turned the key in the door and let herself in. She
took off her coat and scarf and hung them up, carefully,
arranging them on the peg as if everything depended on
them hanging straight. She took her shoes off too, and walked
onto the wooden floor of her immaculate hallway. She
bent down to wipe an invisible stain, and then again, just to
make sure.
Once in the kitchen, she started wiping all the surfaces with
a cloth, painstakingly, taking great care not to miss a bit. She
was so tired that her arms were shaking, but she had to do it.
She had to.
Her stomach started rumbling. She was hungry, but she
knew she wouldn’t be able to swallow anything. The knot
she’d had in her stomach since her parents’ death hadn’t
allowed her to eat properly for days.
Shadow came to greet her, brushing herself against Sarah’s
legs with a slow, soft purr. She was completely black but for a
little white paw, and her eyes were a deep, golden amber. Sarah
had come home from school one day, two years before, to find
her sitting on their doorstep. She was just a kitten, but she had
a look of defiance, as if to say I’m meant to live with you, you
can’t turn me away. Sarah had opened the door, and the kitten
had walked in as if she’d owned the place. She started following
Sarah everywhere, and because of that, James suggested
calling her ‘Sarah’s Shadow’, which was eventually shortened
to Shadow.
“Sarah! Where have you been? I was worried sick!” Aunt
Juliet stormed into the kitchen in her dressing gown and
slippers.
“Out. I needed air.” Sarah refused to look at her.
“Air? It’s past midnight!”
Sarah ignored her.
A defiant, impossible teenager, thought Juliet. As if she
didn’t have enough worry with her own daughters, now she
had to look after this difficult, passionate, wonderful girl.
Because that’s what Juliet thought of Sarah: that she was
wonderful. Sarah had no idea, and Juliet would never have
said. But Juliet also felt it was her duty to guide Sarah, shape
her, mould her – and that’s why their relationship didn’t stand
a chance, because Sarah would not be guided, let alone
moulded into something she wasn’t.
Juliet had a good heart, really, and she meant well. But she
could never understand Sarah fully, just like she had never
understood her own sister,Anne.
“You can’t go wandering around alone at night.There are
bad people around, surely you know that!”
Bad people, and plenty of other . . . things, thought Sarah, wiping
the already perfect kitchen table. Memories of the hunt came
flooding back. Lily’s terrified face, the terrible heat of the
blackwater in her hands . . .That’s how the rest of my life is going
to be. Dreaming and hunting, until one day something will get me,
like it got my parents.
A lifetime of dreams. Her own private torture, one that she
could never escape.
They had started when she’d turned thirteen, like it usually
happened to the Midnight girls. She’d dream of creatures that
tormented, hurt, killed innocent people; and in the visions she
was there, sometimes as a witness, sometimes as the victim. It
was Sarah’s duty to write it all in her dream diary, down to the
last detail, so that her parents would know what and where to
hunt. Now that her parents were gone, it was up to her to
interpret the dreams.
It had never been difficult. Her dreams had always been
detailed, precise, reliable. But since Sarah’s parents had died,
things had changed. Her dreams had become unpredictable,
confused. The information they gave had become muddled,
the setting surreal: places she had no idea where to find, places
that didn’t belong to this world. Sarah was in the dark. Her
only guide was her Midnight instinct, albeit weakened by
grief and fear.
“Thank goodness you’re going back to school soon. A bit
of normality.Well, if anything can be normal again,” Juliet
added with genuine sadness.“When you come and stay with
us, no more going out like this without telling me exactly
where you’re going and when you’re coming back.”
Sarah threw the cloth across the room in a fit of anger.
“I’m not coming to stay with you! I’m staying here! This is
my home!”
Juliet looked at her with tenderness, but Sarah misunderstood.
To her it looked like pity, and Sarah couldn’t bear to be
pitied.
“I know, darling, I know . . .” Juliet put out her hand to
touch Sarah’s shoulder. Sarah pulled away.
“I’m so sorry that all this had to happen to you. I wish you
could stay in your own home, really I do. But your parents
decided that you can’t live alone until you turn eighteen, and
frankly I agree with them.We’ll look after you. There’s no
other way.You can’t go against your parents’ wishes; you’d lose
this house, you’d lose everything. And anyway, you couldn’t
possibly defy their last wish . . .”
Sarah felt her eyes well up. She thought of her home, her
wonderful grey sandstone villa. She thought of her room,
painted a light, silvery grey that shimmered in the sunshine
and in the moonlight . . . the long, white voile curtains flowing
in the breeze every time she opened the window . . . the view
from her room, the vast garden, and beyond it, the moors and
hills, purple with heather, wild and windy. She thought of her
parents’ room, their chaotic den with clothes and books all
over the floor . . . how upset it always made her, whenever she
walked in, to see everything so . . . out of control. She thought
of her mum’s mirrored console, where Anne used to brush her
long black hair – the beautiful hair that Sarah had inherited.
So many times Sarah had sat at that console, playing with her
mum’s make-up and perfumes.
Most of all, Sarah thought of the basement, now locked
shut. The secret room where Anne and James kept their
weapons, and their maps, and the books nobody was supposed
to see.Where her mum kept the herbs and stones and candles
and all the mysterious items she used for her spells and
charms, one of which Sarah was now wearing around her
neck, hidden from view: a small red velvet pouch filled with
pine needles, a tiny garlic clove, and a pink quartz. A protection
charm.
No charm has worked for them though, Sarah thought bitterly.
How on earth could she have explained those things, if
somebody found them, if she wasn’t there to guard them?
How on earth could she get rid of them? Bury them in the
garden, or burn them in a big bonfire? Her parents’ lives,
turning to ash, turning to nothing. Sarah couldn’t let this
happen.
She had to find a way to stay in her home.
“By the way, your cousin called for you today.” Juliet’s voice
interrupted her train of thought.
“My cousin?”
“Harry. He was calling from London. I never met him.
Fancy missing your own uncle’s funeral.”
“They hadn’t spoken in years,” Sarah answered in a small
voice. Her dad and his brother Stewart had fallen out many
years before – Sarah had never been told why.A few years after
the rift between the brothers, word had come through that
both Stewart and his wife had died, leaving Harry to be
brought up by distant relatives in New Zealand. He was
fifteen.Anne and James got a card once in a while, but neither
party had made much effort to keep in touch. Sarah suspected
that the argument had been very bitter, to create such distance
between the Midnight brothers.
“Well, he said to check your email. Sarah, you’re soaking!
What happened to you?”
“It rained. At the play park.”
“You were at the play park? In the middle of the
night?”
Sarah took a deep breath. “I’m tired. I’m going to have a
shower and go to bed.”
“You’ve had no dinner. Eat something, at least!” But Sarah
had already gone up the stairs and into her room.
She threw herself on the bed, followed by Shadow, who
curled up at her feet. Sarah loved feeling Shadow’s soft pink
nose against her own, and the cat’s whiskers brushing her
cheek softly.
“It’s just us now, baby, just us,” Sarah whispered into her fur.
She needed a shower. She dragged herself to the bathroom,
while Shadow remained at a safe distance from the water,
perched upright on the window sill, her amber eyes glowing
in the semi-darkness of the room.
Sarah closed her eyes under the water flow, letting it wash
away the blackwater, the adrenaline, the fear. She emerged half
an hour later, wrapped in a towel, her long black hair dripping,
and sat cross-legged on her bed, trying to keep the duvet
as straight as she could. She switched her laptop on.
One new message.
Hello Sarah, your cousin Harry here. You probably
don’t remember me, you only saw me once, when you
were still a baby. Your parents and mine had their
differences and didn’t speak for a long time, but Uncle
James and I had started writing to each other in the last
few months. How cruel that they had to go now, when
we had just started getting closer. You must be going
through hell. I know what really happened to them. We
need to talk. I’m coming back to Scotland. I’d be grateful
if you could put me up for a bit.
Take care,
Harry
Sarah’s heart skipped a beat. He knew! She wasn’t alone in that
terrible knowledge, in knowing why her parents had died so
horribly. There was, after all, another Midnight to share the
burden. And maybe if Harry came to stay, she wouldn’t have
to move out.
Feeling that something important might have happened,
Shadow jumped on Sarah’s bed and sat beside her, looking at
the screen.
“Of course, Harry,” whispered Sarah under her breath, her
fingers moving quickly on the keyboard. “Of course I’ll put
you up for a bit.” She smiled, for the first time since . . . since
it all happened.
Dear Harry,
They’re throwing me out of my house because my
parents decided I can’t stay here on my own. Come
ASAP. Stay at least until I’m 18. ☺
Sarah
Sarah stroked Shadow’s fur a couple of times, and a new
message popped on the screen.
I’m at the airport. See you in an hour.
At the airport! He’s already here! Sarah’s heart began to beat
faster. She felt a glimmer of hope, at last. She dried her hair
quickly, threw on a pair of leggings and a T-shirt, and went
downstairs to the kitchen. She was suddenly hungry, properly
hungry, like she could actually eat.
Sarah loved cooking; it was her refuge. She was brilliant at
baking, and she often made cakes and scones for her parents,
to restore them after a night spent hunting. She kept all her
cookery books neatly on a shelf in the kitchen, and poured
over them, reeling in the domesticity of pasta making and
chopping and slow-cooking, when all around her was chaos
and fear.
Trying to be as quiet as possible – she didn’t particularly
care if Juliet was woken up, she just didn’t want the hassle –
she took flour, oil, salt and yeast out of the cupboard and
arranged them on the kitchen table. She mixed and kneaded
and moulded, loving the feeling and the smell of the dough in
her hands.There, the perfect Sarah-sized little pizza. Now she
had to clean everything up, or the mess would have made her
too anxious to swallow anything.
When she’d finished, she poured some milk for Shadow,
which the kitten barely touched (she was a good hunter, and
had had plenty to eat earlier, while Sarah was hunting too) and
waited for her pizza to be cooked. Ten minutes later she
devoured the whole thing down to the last crumb. She hadn’t
realized how hungry she really was. That pizza was her first
proper meal in weeks.
Sarah was chewing the last morsel when the doorbell rang.
She cleaned her fingers and her mouth quickly and sprang to
her feet. Could it be Harry, already? She stood behind the
kitchen door. She wanted the chance to look at him for a
minute before he saw her.
She heard Juliet dash down the stairs, probably to check if
any unsuitable friends of Sarah’s were visiting the house at that
time of night.
“Hello. I’m Harry Midnight.” A deep, vibrant voice with
the hint of a New Zealand accent.“You must be Juliet.Thanks
for looking after Sarah. Now you can go.Well, get dressed
first.”
Sarah stifled a smile.
“Chop chop. Don’t worry. I’m family.We’ll look after each
other.”The amusement in his voice was palpable.
“There is no way I’ll leave her alone with . . . with you!”
Juliet cried out, as soon as she regained the ability to speak.
“No, I suppose not.Well, we can talk about it tomorrow.”
Sarah took a little step forward, still hiding behind the door,
to try and catch a glimpse of him. He was tall with blond hair
and light-blue eyes, so clear that they almost shone.The whole
Midnight family was fair, blond and blue- or green-eyed –
Sarah had inherited her black hair from her mother – but in
spite of his colouring, Harry looked quite different from James
and Stewart. He had stronger features, with a long, straight
nose, a soft-lipped mouth, and his most striking trait: those
eyes, big, expressive, full of life. And a sharp light in them, a
light that said don’t come too close, like a warning. He was
wearing a blue hooded jacket, and jeans that had seen better
times – he looked like someone you wouldn’t mess with,
someone who could look after himself.
Sarah decided she’d seen enough. She ventured into the
corridor. Her heart was jumping out of her chest. Her future
depended on this man.
“Harry,” she whispered. Her voice sounded uncertain, but
her gaze told a different story. She was looking straight into
Harry’s eyes.
She’s strong, he thought at once.
“Sarah.”
The pale complexion, the small nose and mouth, the way
she kept her chin slightly raised in a gesture of pride and
defiance; and those eyes, impossibly green. She was a Midnight
through and through.
Harry’s gaze was so intense on her, it suddenly felt too
much. “Come on. I’ll show you to your room,” she said
brusquely, to break the spell.“We can talk upstairs,” she added,
throwing an imperceptible glance at Juliet. Harry understood
at once.
They walked upstairs, followed by Shadow, past Juliet,
ignoring her as if she’d been a coat hanger. Like a flash, Juliet
was on the phone to Trevor. Her voice was drifting from the
hallway, and Sarah and Harry could hear bits of what she was
saying.
“Like he lived here! As if this was his house! I know, I know,
he’s family. I know there’s nothing I can do . . . OK. OK. I’ll
sleep on it. See you tomorrow.”
Was she making the right decision? To let this long-lost
cousin into her house, into her life? She had no choice. Her
parents had left her no choice. Sarah felt a wave of anger
towards them. She didn’t like to feel that way, and did her best
to shake off the uncomfortable feeling, as if it had never
appeared; but a distressing memory kept pushing itself to the
forefront of her mind.
The spotlights in Sarah’s eyes were blinding as she walked
onto the stage of the Royal Concert Hall. She couldn’t see the
audience; it was just a sea of black, row after row of heads,
barely discernible. Sarah had waited for that moment forever. It
was her first proper performance.
The best music students from secondary schools in the
whole country had been selected to accompany some famous
artists in a Christmas concert. When her teacher told Sarah
that she’d been chosen, she couldn’t believe it. She was so
excited, and so proud, that even her cleaning and tidying
routines had relaxed a little. For a few weeks she was uncharacteristically
talkative, chatting away about rehearsals,
and how friendly the musical director was, and how they
were supposed to wear their school uniforms, and how the
BBC was going to cover the event . . . On and on she
went, telling her parents everything, every week coming home
from rehearsals with a spring in her step and a smile on
her face.
The Christmas concert was on a Saturday.Aunt Juliet drove
her into town, with her cello in its purple case and her ironed
uniform arranged carefully on the back seat. Aunt Juliet had
insisted on going with her to keep her company and help
steady her nerves. Sarah had wanted her mum to go with her,
but, her parents explained, it was just not possible. They had
things to see to, and said so in a way that left no doubt as to
the nature of those things. Of course they’d be at the concert,
though.They wouldn’t miss it for the world, Sarah could be
sure of that.
When the moment came to go backstage and leave friends
and relatives behind, Sarah threw one last anxious glance
among the little crowd, hoping to see her parents walk
through the glass doors. At that moment, Aunt Juliet’s phone
started beeping. Sarah’s parents were running a little bit late,
but they would be there in half an hour.
Plenty of time.There was still nearly an hour to go, before
the rest of the audience arrived and everyone was settled.
They’d be fine.
Sarah’s hands shook with nerves and excitement as she
walked on stage, the lights making her hair shine blue-black,
and colour rising to her face as she sat with her cello. She
couldn’t make out anything beyond the stage, but she knew
that her parents would have arrived by now, and were sitting
watching her.The thought was warming her heart, and filling
her with pride. She couldn’t wait to show them what she
could do.
The singers and fiddlers and harpists and accordionists
followed one another, and Sarah felt the happiest she’d ever
been. She couldn’t know how many people among the
audience were admiring that beautiful girl with the long black
hair, playing the cello with such passion, such precision. She
flew through her parts without making a single mistake, and
then it was time to stand up, and drink in the cheering and
the clapping, and smile shyly when the artists turned around
and gestured at them, the music students, with more clapping
rising from the audience to celebrate the new talent, the boys
and girls who’d played so well.
There was a flurry of congratulations, and hugs, and
bouquets of flowers as everybody’s friends and families were
allowed backstage. Sarah scoured the little groups, looking for
her parents.
Aunt Juliet was there, and she was smiling, but her eyes
looked strange.
“Well done, my love! You were amazing!”
Sarah kept looking over Aunt Juliet’s shoulder.“Where are
Mum and Dad?”
Juliet looked at her for an instant, as if searching for the
right words.
But by then, there was no need to say anything. Sarah knew
they hadn’t come.
Harry and Sarah sat in the guest bedroom and talked for a
while, carefully, uncertainly. Sarah wasn’t sure how much she
should say, and kept the conversation formal, like a cautious
dance. All the while she looked into those impossibly clear
eyes, and felt afraid. Soon, exhaustion caught up with her. She
wished Harry goodnight and went to bed, too tired to worry,
too tired to think, but still finding the nervous energy to
arrange the duvet around her the way her own private ritual
demanded. She was soon out like a light, drained with grief,
with the hunt, and with the relief that maybe she wasn’t going
to have to leave her home.
But it was the troubled, unquiet sleep that brought her
the visions.
Sarah was standing in the dark. She could make out two
bodies lying on the ground, motionless, and a semi-circle of
dark figures standing around them. She recognized the bodies:
they were her parents’. Her stomach lurched. Beside them
stood a boy not much older than her, with hair so black that
it was nearly blue, and a face as pale as the moon. And
someone else: a tall, blond man with something in his hand . . .
a dagger, a silver dagger. The man’s face kept changing, his
features kept blurring.
“Look at him, Sarah.”
A woman’s voice. A voice dripping with hatred.
Sarah turned round to see where the voice was coming
from, and she saw a woman with a face full of sorrow. She had
startling, angry blue eyes and high cheekbones, framed by
wavy dark-blond hair. She was beautiful – or she would have
been, had she not looked so enraged and so full of pain.
“Who are you?” Sarah asked.
“You’re alone, Sarah,” the woman replied, and smiled a
menacing smile that changed her lovely features and made Sarah’s
skin crawl.With the corner of her eye, she saw that the blond
man had raised his dagger, and was walking towards her . . .
Sarah woke up soaked with sweat, and freezing. She reached
out for her lamp and switched it on with trembling hands.At
once she gasped, and sat up in fear.
There was someone standing beside her bed.
“It’s OK, Sarah. Whatever you saw, it was just a dream,”
whispered the figure, shrouded in semi-darkness. He was tall
and blond. Like the man in her dream.
Harry.
Sarah’s heart missed a beat. She breathed in deeply, trying to
keep herself calm.
“What are you doing in my room?”
“I heard you screaming.”
“You weren’t sleeping?” Her voice was shaking. She
swallowed.
“There won’t be much sleeping for a while. I’m watching
over you.”
“Am I in danger?” Sarah knew the answer already.
Harry leaned over her, and brushed a lock of damp hair
away from her face. She realized she was trembling all over,
like a leaf in the wind.
“Sarah, I wish I could reassure you and say that everything
will be fine, and that there are no monsters under your bed.
But you are a Midnight. I know you’re brave and strong, and
I have to tell you the truth.You’re in terrible danger, and you
can’t trust anyone.”
No, I can’t trust anyone, thought Sarah, remembering
the man in her dream walking towards her with his dagger
raised.
I can’t trust anyone, including you.
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Welcome to April’s monthly round-up.
The most popular post in April was Celebrating the launch of Thicker than Blood for local indie author Shalini Boland. If you missed the post, Thicker than Blood is Book Two in the Marchwood Vampire Series and was published 17th April in Kindle format with the paperback due out soon. Great to see all the support for Shalini. Thank you!
I blogged reviews for seven books and two of those were ‘keepers’ for me:
Secrets of the Tides by Hannah Richell
(click above for review)
Without a Mask: Discovering Your Authentic Self by Avikal Costantino
(click above for review)
The three most popular reviews with readers were:
The Sugar Girls – Duncan Barratt & Nuala Calvi
(click above for review)
Secrets of the Tides by Hannah Richell
The Greatest Love Story of All Time … by Lucy Robinson
(click above for review)
I feel quite sad in saying that the four Shaz’ Stars this month were the last in this feature. It’s been great fun being resident Astrologer … getting to know the authors and associate readers in the Loveahappyending team. Huge thanks from me to them all for letting me question them on how their sun signs may have influenced their writing/reading habits! (There may be some specials in the future, never say never).
Jera’s Jamboree is excited about the blog tours coming up this month and also a guest post!
4th May I’ll be welcoming back Mandy Baggot. Mandy’s new contemporary romance, Taking Charge (published by Sapphire Star Publishing) is released on 3rd May. Some of you may have noticed my profile picture on my personal Facebook in support of Team Baggot! Mandy’s blog tour lasts for the month of May and I hear there are some fun and interesting posts along the way. Look out for the giveaways of Taking Charge. My review of Taking Charge is scheduled on my blog for 23rd May.
9th May I’ll be welcoming back Daniela Sacerdoti. Daniela’s new novel is the start of an exciting YA trilogy, Sarah Midnight (published by Black & White Publishing). The first in the series is called Dreams and is released on 17th May. I hear from Janne at Black & White Publishing that translation rights have already been sold to Brazil and there’s an offer from Poland. World domination
My review will be up on the blog 14th May. Below is the tour badge that my 16 yo son designed/created.
11th May Donna Trinder will be guesting on my blog. An inspiring lady, watch out for a giveaway linked to Donna’s post.
25th May I’m honoured to be welcoming Carole Matthews. Summer Daydreams is Carole’s 20th novel (published by Sphere, Little, Brown). Having been a fan of Carole’s since well before my blogging days, this is an exciting opportunity for me! My review will be up on my blog very soon. Listen to Carole telling readers more about Summer Daydreams and the inspiration behind the story:
Summer Daydreams is released on 24th May.
Books up for review in May are:
The Storyteller – Antonia Michaelis
Dreams (Sarah Midnight Trilogy) – Daniela Sacerdoti
Summer Daydreams – Carole Matthews
Black Heart Blue – Louisa Reid
Heart-Shaped Bruise – Tanya Byrne
Thank you for all the support I receive from other book bloggers, authors and publishers. Whether you read my reviews (thank you for all the inspiring comments I receive!), buy the book or spread the news on Twitter/Facebook – it’s all very much appreciated.
Hoping that love, light and laughter are by your side through May.
Before I do my top reads, I just wanted to say a huge thank you to all the authors in the world for sharing their creativity enabling me to experience lives and journeys without leaving my chair … and also to my readers and the blogging community who are supportive and make book blogging fun. Without any of you there would be no book blog!
So without further ado … here are my top 10 reads of 2011 (in no particular order):
A Discovery of Witches by Deborah Harkness – pure heaven for me – magic, historical, folklore/myth, DNA … and Matthew and Diana are amazing leads. (I have had Shadow of Night – the second in the All Souls Trilogy – on pre-order for ages).
A Discovery of Witches (All Souls Trilogy 1)
Being Billy by Phil Earle – a YA novel that made me cry – very well written and just made me want to mother Billy! A story that takes you out of your comfort zone. Highlights that there’s always a reason behind certain behaviours and we need to look beyond that.
Hurry Up and Wait by Isabel Ashdown – based in the 80′s, a book I couldn’t put down. Inference and sub-plots kept my interest.
Caligula by Douglas Jackson. Historical. Caligula took me on a trip to the past and involved me in lives that felt real!
The Secrets Between Us by Louise Douglas. Passion, tension. Again inference. The psychological mind games had the hairs bristling on the back of my neck and I had goosebumps.
December Moon by Suzy Turner. YA novel, the second in the Raven trilogy. Another magical world that is populated with brilliant characters. I couldn’t stop reading – the action and tension builds all the time so that half-way through we have a major crises and the consequences of that cause major rumbles throughout the rest of the story. (I am eagerly awaiting The Lost Soul Mar 2012)
December Moon (The Raven Saga)
Strings Attached by Mandy Baggot. Chick lit at its finest. Plot surprises I didn’t see coming. Could believe I was there in the UK and Spain. Also, the best male lead this year for me is Quinn.
Tears & Laughter & Happy Ever After – anthology. Not usually a fan of short stories in one book, I was so engrossed I even read at the dinner table! These twenty-six short stories had me thinking about life. Loved the ‘meaning’ behind each one.
Tears and Laughter and Happy Ever After
Miracle on Regent Street by Ali Harris. Chick Lit. Loved the transformation of Evie taking place alongside the transformation of Hardy’s. LOVED ‘the wardrobe’. Male leads gorgeous. The scenes inside Hardy’s just took my breath away. If this was a movie, I would be watching again and again and …
Watch Over Me by Daniela Sacerdoti. Beautiful and fluid writing. Poignant love story, traditions, family and belonging. The difference in this love story is the extra help from ‘beyond the grave.’ One of the best debut novels I’ve read.
Eilidh Lawson’s life has hit crisis point. Years of failed fertility treatments, a cheating husband and an oppressive family have pushed her to the limit. Desperate for relief, Eilidh seeks solace in the only place she’s ever felt at home – a small village in the Scottish Highlands. There, Eilidh slowly begins to mend her broken heart but soon learns she is not the only one in the village struggling to recover from a painful past.
Jamie McAnena, Eilidh’s childhood friend, is trying to raise his daughter Maisie alone. After Maisie’s mother left to pursue a career in London and Jamie’s own mother, Elizabeth, passed away, he has resigned himself to being a family of two.
But sometimes there is more to a story than meets the eye. Despite their reluctance, curious circumstances keep bringing Jamie and Eilidh together. For even when it seems all is lost, help can come from the most surprising places.
Watch Over Me is a debut novel from author Daniela Sacerdoti.
The prologue is so beautifully written and hooks the reader in. I wanted to find out the events leading to the spring night in the woods as well as what exactly happened that night – who was narrating? Why were they in the woods?
We begin our journey with Eilidh narrating. We find out the poignant sadness of her infertility, her passion for children, her sense of failure … you feel everything Eilidh feels, really getting under her skin. Not only does she feel a failure in her personal life but she feels like an outsider in her own family who I felt didn’t know her at all.
Next, we find out from Jamie about his life – his relationship with Janet who was all consumed by her art and appeared quite depressed about being pregnant. Such a juxtaposition to the path Eilidh’s life had taken her!
These two chapters set the scene for their emotional barriers, their vulnerability and hiding from life. Then along comes another element to the story and one that stays throughout the journey. This is unusual, has a vital part to play in their journey to wholeness and so beautifully written. This is the ‘little bit ofhelp from beyond the grave.’
What follows is the dance of healing and vulnerability while being a part of a small community that has some colourful characters and strong blood ties back through time.
Daniela Sacerdoti’s writing is fluid and beautiful. Eilidh and Jamie alternate with a first person narrative and this enables the reader to identify with and become immersed in their journey. Tension comes from two major incidents as well as friction between characters. I loved Shona (Jamie’s sister) and Silke (gallery owner) and who wouldn’t fall in love with Maisie – all that energy and sparkle!
Of course I enjoyed the spiritual aspect to the story but Ialso have two favourite parts – one has to be over the Christmas and Hogmanay period. It was good to see Eilidh’s friends Harry and Doug from Southport a part of her life in Glen Avich. The other is the scene in hospital with Tom. It was good that the author included a balanced view. The acceptance and finality had me in tears.
My only complaint is that I was hoping for something awful to happen to Katrina (Eilidh’s sister). This isn’t as awful as it sounds – honestly! I was hoping that Katrina would realise the effect she has on others! She is only a character on the periphery (although has a major effect on Eilidh).
Watch Over Me is a poignant love story with a background of family and belonging – the positive and the negative. It’s about the vulnerability of feelings and the power we give away to others … and surrendering ourselves to fate, but have you ever thought about who it is controlling fate?
A perfect read for Yule season, I am giving Watch Over Me the following rating:
Daniela Tweets and Watch Over Me has a Facebook page.